Is it possible to love somebody too much? Being so in love that you would give up your entire life, all of your friends, just to be with them. Give up all of your dreams, just simply to be able to be around to make them happy? The truly beautiful thing being that they don't want you to. They have more faith in you than you do in yourself. They are sure you can accomplish your dreams, encourage you to go out, not only with your old friends, but to make new ones too. Giving you the freedom that you've always wanted, and the support you always needed. Yet you're afraid that it can't simply be this good? With every silver lining comes a dark cloud right? So out of fear, and unjustified insecurities, you search for the bad. Every little thing means so much more. You fly off the handle at the slightest provocation, so sure of the old saying, if it seems too good to be true, it probably is. Especially when once upon a time, the same man, the same one who is so supportive, giving, sweet, devoted, the same man that pledged to love you forever and always, is the one that broke your heart worse than all the others? Can the frog really be turned into prince charming? Is the maiden justified in wondering if one day, her prince is going to turn back into a warty toad? She loved the toad as it was, a relationship was just too hard to work out. Now, it just seems, simply too good to be true.
I truly appreciate all he has done for me. Everything I've ever hoped for in a man, and more, is what my husband has become. I love him truly and dearly, and all I want in life is to make him happy, at least as happy as he has made me. I'm sorry for all the times I've let my insecurities take control.
